Brainstorming.

Default Mood.

Categories.

Emblem.

I have been working on all these things- in between finals week, band hospitality, working like a maniac, and two group presentations- and I think I am on a positive track.

I am waiting until I have access to a friends Photoshop, but right now, Categories are looking a lot like:

The Birthmark, by Nathaniel Hawthorne: “and at that moment, living once for all eternity…”

The Song, “You are my Sunshine” (I do have my favorite old-time singer Bing Crosby’s recording of it on vinyl): also this is part of my family discourse

My transcending shape: Reinventing the Wheel.

-Shefflera (family also), dandelion (i can’t classify. my own personal discovery, evocative of default mood)

All accumulate into a nifty motto: Eternal Sunshine & the Beauty of Weeds.

speaking of default mood, I am still searching for the appropriate terminology to express my existential feelings of:

removal, isolation- but not so negatively conotated. maybe it is existentialism. but basically I feel as though I am “other” than the convention.

Some people are A-type personalities. I am Atypical. unconventional- not the rebellious adolescent need to dye my hair and pierce my face.

I am questioning, non-accepting, I think rules can be broken due to unalienable rights that transcend law and government, I work well with people, I understand what they are doing- but I don’t understand why.

foreign.

a foreign time, a foreign place, a foreign age, a foreign language.

I am foreign.

default.

soleil éternel et la beauté des mauvaises herbes

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